Fringe season four episode 19 continued

I had to start over again. For some reason the formatting was all jacked. Jacked. That's my word for the day. As in that's all jacked up. One of the jacked that up?

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there are a lot of things on you t tube …

… that I find interesting

foamy the squirrel

positive psychology by Tal Ben Shahar

a series called philosopher notes

Lady Rizzo sings ink Dip… If I could see Lady Rizzo saying, I would come to New York. New fighting York. Okay, I watch my show. I guess I expected a little too much. It was good, don't get me wrong. But it is not the best episode of the season in my opinion.

Am I a bad dad because I'm taking the phone that I took away from my kid?

Not supposed to answer that.

Consider this, I was given hand-me-down foam. The oldest boy gave it to head who gave it to me… And it was cracked when I got it. So I use a cheap phone that does not get Internet.it has a keyboard. The phone I took from the youngest is a smart phone and it has a keyboard. I am going to buy a new protective cover so it will not look the same as when he was using it. That is as far as my feelings reach.

The oldest boy turn me on to a really good YouTube video.

Here are some lines I like, in a rap style… 

Read a book read a book read a mother falcon book

 raise your kids raise your kids raise your god damn kids

brush your teeth brushing teeth pressure got damn teeth… Wear deodorant mega… Is called speed stick is not expensive… Read a book read a book read a mother falcon book…

The eldest boy says that is reverse racism…

I really like to look at people's sketchbooks on YouTube, I encourage you to do the same.

Just not stricken and a May.

Not and on May and May and drawing crap  animae... I had to type it because it just would not dictate correctly. Return

for some reason I'm just not running off at the mouth tonight.

As you may know that is not like me at all…

Do I have your attention?
Obviously
I write this on a Saturday morning, before eight o'clock, before anyone else is up. I figure I need to some sort of explanation about the jumbled up mess my blogs have become.  Let me break it down, the other night I started a blog, the first Fringe Season4 episode 19. Abandoned it becasue of formatting issues I couldnt' figure out.  Easier to jsut stop and start all over again.  The formatting issues went away with the 'continued' post, however...however, I didn't post it. So it sat in que and another blog went before it. So, do I abando the first one? Do I try and harvest the important parts sout into an entirely new blog and delete it?
No and No.
I do not abandon anything becasue this is a journal, the popntanaity, the capturing of the moment is th egoal and there are no bad moment, just moments.
Also, I wanted to make a point that even when things becme messy and disorganized and confusing...just like real fuxing life, there is always a way to make sense of it, to set it straight, to catch up and move forward. Emphisis on moving forward.

It just turned eight and I need to think about getting to the lab sooner than later, not to work, but to retrieve my phone and hopefully my wallet.  I think/hope I left both in my desk.  Head is away for the weekend and I need a source of money to trade for goods and services this wekend.

No on ewas more shocked htan me about how my thoughts are going over the past couple of days.  I am lactually living a moderate life.  What I mean specifically is even though I have had several oppertunities to overinduge, in booze, in food, in sex drugs and rock and roll, I have gravitated to the moderate.  I enjoyed a beer and a shot.  I enjoyed a plate of nachos.  I enjoyed cereal for desert rrather than three ice cream sandwiches.  I went out for smokes and only wanted one.  Although I'll ave anohter I am not a chimmney.  I went ot bed earlyi.  On a Friday? Yep, it is where my kindle was and I wanted to read.  I wonder if it's the habits I'm developing wiht the yoyungest (meditation and reading self hlp books) becasue he ws right behind me.  Me and him have  an awesome weekend of biology ahead of us.  I am not dreading it and thiking about what I'm not gong to be able to do.  I am looking forward to time spekj...spent.


Thirty minutes later...a walk in the bakyard with the pups and another cup of joe.

Come back… And back is, ready to carry on his tirade.
It is 10:15, sometimes the hardest part is knowing where to start. I have my journal in front of me. Open, ready to draw. I need to start practicing flowers so I can draw a really nice birthday card for head.
Birthday card? Valentine's Day!

Stank eye...this is my famous 'stank eye'...I brought in a few pics to stimulate and issustrate the day.
At this moment, I'm listening to Nataly Dawn, a recent find.  She isn't on Amazon, so I have to listen to her off YouTube.

Luck… And up skirt shot of me in the laboratory. That is the library behind me. Blah the dog dog. Blah blah the dog?… The dog? I meant to say law law D Don.… Oh hell this type this one..,.la de da da...

4:47 PM snug in bed. Feel somebody to be in bed in the late afternoon. I have my box of pens, phone, my android – for TV and web. Watching supernatural. The show that will never die. I'm on season seven and I know there's a season eight. I need to order a new battery – and cover for the android I took from Dean then I will have to do androids. Trying to to hide it from him. I don't want to be seen using it too soon. The youngest… The youngest and I studied, finishing the last chapter of biology. It was actually fun. I had the book up on one monitor – blown up so large one paragraph covered the whole screen. We could both read sitting far back. In fact, we alternated sentences back and forth. And I would pull visual aids up on the second monitor. He took notes, drew pictures. Got that all the stuff in time to get to the Indian buffet at 130. It shut down by 230. I promise being a set of pens like the ones I'm using at work. He wanted to set so, without next-door and picked up a pack – a dollar 75… And a couple of packages of notebook paper, a pencil sharpener – he has switched to number two pencils, giving up on mechanical ones… Going old school. I even threw in a set of erasers shaped like guitars. He got a little touchy when I told him that he couldn't have his friend Tyler over until later, that he had to put the worst first and study. Begrudgingly – he complied. Morgan is down his lair.: Anita minute there's a text waiting… H says she is D stressed. She likes facials, who would've thought that hey hey hey ha ha Ha she is so naughty. What's with me and the word naughty?

 Tandoor Indian Restaurant
1200 N. Fielder Rd. Suite 532
Arlington, Texas 76012

Ph: (817) 261-6604

Our lunch buffet menu offers a variety of items from the dinner menu as well as some delicacies prepared specially for the buffet. For someone who is new to Indian food, the lunch buffet is a great way to try several dishes and discover the delicious blend of spices offered by Indian cuisine. On the other hand, for the regular patron the lunch buffet has always been, and will continue to be a welcoming place full of delicious favorites ranging from starters to main courses and of course, our desserts. 

For all days of the week, we offer an excellent lunch buffet - with the weekends being reserved for an even greater spread. The food is always fresh and breads always warm.

Me and the boys went to a basketball game tonight. Dean brought a friend, Tyler. We chose this game because University of Texas at Arlington playing University of Texas at San Antonio. My niece goes to University of Texas at San Antonio.

Handsome group don't you think. Front row seats for eight dollars. The college is 5-10 minutes away.

We had what you call an obstructed view. The boys didn't complain.

We won the game 68 to 63. I did not have the patience to wait in line for sodas at the game. So we picked up Royal Crown Cola and jalapeno kettle chips on the way home.

This picture was taken this morning. As you can tell we do not have the snow that you are enjoying.

Digital send you this picture?

I don't know whether to laugh or cry. Silly hats silly girls.

Time to put this one to rest. They give you my friend. Good night. I'll start working on a new blog right away…

Nataly Dawn - How I Knew Her [2013]

Meet my new friend. Courtesy of YouTube.  Although I have lost my voice i.e. mydictation software is being a dick, I still have my hands and my mind so let's get to it.

I originally thought of titeling this entry 'black beans and black coffee' ...it's a cold morning, turnied that way overnight, and as I brewed my first cup o' Joe, I put some black beans in a bowl to woak.  Black beans and black cofee to start my day.  Its six fourty-nie in the a.m. and I'm in The Tower, dog at my feet.

While the cofee brewed I also made my youngest breakfast.  I cracked tow eggs in a pan.  Microwaved those rubber disks they sell as sausage. By the time I had to move th edisks to turn my coffee into molten hot magma, the eggs could be flipped and I put sharp cheddar on top and turned off the stove and came u here.  I'lll finish my ...making his di...breakfast when I go bck down.
What di dwe do before electronices, I'm talking personal electronics here.  Last night, no, night before last, we lost internet in our area.  The eldest could't game it up.  The youngest couldn't access his homework on the 'cloud' and Head couldn't do her social networki..netcorking.  She did find a work around.  She used her cell phone onthe back porch.  She ha big plans to coordinate to pull off the 'Sister's Weekend' at the spa, starting this afternoon.  More on that later.

I sleep with personal electronics in my ear (listening to 'Tripwire' on audiobook).  This is after I read myself to sleep on the Kindle ("Perdido Street station'). And when I woke up, not quite ready to get out of bed, I watched music videos on YouTube, a couple of one's I've suggested to you, John, as a matter of fact.  One Eskimo 'Astronaughts' first.  Then 'Kandi' which lead me to find out about Nataly Dawn, pictured above.  I'll read about her on Wiki.  I copied this picture so I could sketch her face.  I downloaded her album and I'll probably find other musicians that are listed on the same page as her, and the beat goes on.  One things leads to another, everytime.  That's how th eold song goes. Not the one y The Fixx, but by some country crooner.


I guess if I'd admit it we'd all know who was wrong
But one thing leads to another when there isn't much at home
Drink and conversation helps to ease the mind
But one thing leads to another every time.

One thing leads to another as the door behind you locks
And before you really notice you've gone too far to stop
What started out so sweetly has grown into a crime
One thing leads to another every time.

--- Instrmental ---

I quickly signed the papers then gave the pen to you
The old judge mumbled softly and then it was all through
I can't believe it's come this far just two names on the line
But one thing leads to another every time.

One thing leads to another as the door behind you locks
And before you really notice you've gone too far to stop
What started out so sweetly has grown into a crime
One thing leads to another every time.

And one thing leads to another every time...


Moe Bandy Singing a song by Eddie Raven, who became famous in his own right.  Probably more famous than Moe.  I was introduced ot Moe  Bandy by my flaxen haired cousin, a wild child. I stayed with them one summer.  She would sleep late and when she did giet up, we'd take her mother's baby blue Lincoln Continental to the next ton over, Brady, Texas, to the closest Pizza Hut, listening to Moe and others, all new to me, as we smoked Kool cigarrets.  Dangerous times? No, but wild  by my standards.

I just hae to go download some Moe Bandy.



And to prove my point, I downloaded tow albums but couldnt find the one I wanted so I put it on my wish list on Amazon, Moe bandy and Joe Stamply together. I remember that album in particular.



Hey Joe, where'd you find that pearly-girly?Where'd you get that jolly-dolly?How'd you rate that dish I wish was mine?
Hey Joe, she's got skin that's creamy-dreamyEyes that look so lovey-doveyLips as red as cherry-berry wine
Now listen Joe, I ain't no heelBut old buddy let me tell you how I feelShe's a honey, she's a sugar-pieI'm warning you I'm gonna try to steal her from you
Hey Joe, though we've been the best of friendsThis is where our friendship endsI gotta have that dolly for my own
Hey Joe, come on let's be buddy-duddyShow me you're my palsy-walsyIntroduce that pretty little chick to me
Hey Joe, quit that waiting, hesitatingLet me at her, what's the matterYou're as slow as any Joe can be
Now come on Joe, let's make a dealLet me dance with her to see if she is realShe's the cutest girl I've ever seenI'll tell you face to face I mean to steal her from you
Hey Joe, now we'll be friends till the endThis looks like the end, my friendI gotta have that dolly for my own


Back with a second cup of coffee.  Passed Head, she is putting on her pretty puddy in front of the mirror.  She did show me that she woke up with her underware on inide out, ...I'm a bad boy.


I have two goals for the weekend: 1. spend time with my boys and 2. do some blogging.  So get ready.  The morning is marching forward and I need to S,S&S i.e. shit, shower, and shave! I'll get to it.

But let me leave you with a quote form a fine book:

“You're ten years old now, you have to take a shower every day...I don't give a shit if you hate it. People hate smelly fuckers. I will not have a smelly fucker for a son.”
― Justin Halpern, Sh*t My Dad Says

Fringe.S04E19.

Letters of Transit (20 Apr. 2012)

In the future, the Observers rule and humans that survived the purge serve them. There are still a small number of people fighting for the resistance, and one of them has discovered one of the original Fringe team in the form of Walter protected in amber. As the resistance attempts to get rid of the Observers, we get a glimpse into a rather dark dystopian future.

Well good evening mother fu… Return return

I will be talking much while I watch this episode of fringe. 

It comes highly recommended. A coworker keeps asking me, have you seen the time travel episode

… Did you watch the time  travel episode…

I'll try and make comments once in a while… But this is a good show.

Head is really excited about her sisters weekend. I'm excited about having a weekend of free time.

I have time to watch fringe tonight because the youngest has a paper to write,

 to be turned in the morrow.

BL… Excuse me while I clear my throat

the eldest is watching a video game tournament, which inspires him to play said videogame. 

It is a vicious cycle, watch play watch play watch play…

This should dictation dental work

This is my niece, scary as hell.

This is my niece not so scary

 Take me out to the ballgame give me some cracker jacks Jack

Who's that goat with a goatee? He looks baaaaad ass.

 Dogs…

 Dogs…

 And one more dog.

 Back at the ballpark…

This should dictation dental work… I said, this piece of shipped dictation software didn't work. I've put together one hell of an entry. I laughed  I cried, I crawled on my belly like a reptile. And then I went to save and… Not a bloody thing.

So here's just a blip. I want to go read my book. But I want to leave you with a verse from one of my favorite songs by Ray Wylie Hubbard:

I saw a dog chasing a rabbit. I saw a dog chasing a rabbit. I saw a dog chasing a rabbit.

I asked the rabbit are you going to make it? I asked the rabbit are you to make it? I asked the rabbit are you going to make it?

The rabbit said I got to.

Milllande

It is 741 in the morning. A new day has arrived. Couldn't wait to dictate some journal.

I've been starting my morning listening to a lady called Milllande… She is the art teacher I mentioned yesterday. I'm even wearing a gray knit hat just like she does, hopefully I will channel her creative spirit.



Turn the mic off to pet my dog good morning. I don't think anyone wants to hear that drivel. Except the dog…

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The female form and its nature of being, the beauty of motherhood, viewing the world in fragments rather than wholes and the palpable energy exchange and communication between them are central themes in my artwork.

I enjoy making the invisible visible and creating openended visual artworks that invite the viewer to explore deeper within their own layers of perception.

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There's so many things that I like about Millandeh a, so many things classy myself. I don't know if it's a matter of… I don't know if it's a matter of us all being different work really all the same.

It's hot I have to take off my gray stocking hat.

Time to draw a few sketches…

Fringe.S04E17.HDTV.x264.AAC-SSN

1998 A Long Way Home

Dwight Yoakam 1987 - 1998

Fringe.S04E18.HDTV.x264.AAC-SSN

As hard as it is to motivate myself to clean it's even harder name yet impossible to get the boys cleaning around the house.

They drive me sucking crazy.

 Yes no he's not my dog I don't own a dog th is it is in… at…

I'm leaving the gibberish in. The gibberish is background noise you are not the is the way inSo will do a little test.

Seems to work very, very Well



Monday, February 4, 2013

the world is back to normal.
My parents are gone home.
I have my room back, the tower.
No drama was waiting for me at work, that's a good thing. No, that's a great thing.
Tonight we raided the refrigerator, that is we ate all the leftovers from the weekend. Caesar salads. Tomales. We all picked on a roasted chicken like an Arab eats on a goat carcass.
Had read us out of the living room to watch the bachelor and drink wine.
The youngest and I came upstairs to read a chapter biology.
Now I'm on my own. I place an order on Amazon. I had a gift certificate. I got some art supplies. I also ordered some sealant to fix my aquarium.
I'm continuing to watch my television show fringe.
I'm sure my entries seem a little disconnected. My parents trip interrupted the flow. All true.
Part of my birthday gift was to go to the rodeo. We went to the Fort Worth rodeo last night. It is 31 days in a row, rodeo after rodeo. Certainly not John's kind of place. Head does not like to see the casket wrote. I didn't like to see the monkey riding the dog. There was a tense moment. During the wagon races, that is when four horses are pulling a wagon. The harnesses got tangled up in all four horses started fighting to get loose. I could tell from the way the handlers reacted that they were scared as much as the horses. Someone had to get in there and unhook the courses. Scary.
I need to go find my camera and download some pictures for you.

Sorry, didn't work out. Problems with the youngest. He slept in his car an dmissed his math test....among other things.

Dictating my first blog

John we're in a whole new world.
I just installed Dragon speak to my computer.


So, it's not how fast I can type, it's how fast I can talk.
So, brother, you are in for one load of shit!
For a while I don't think I'll bother correcting anything.
Let it read what it reads.
I hope don't go go crazy with this, because I might get just a little wordy… Yuck yuck yuck.
Did you hear I had a birthday?


Well , not much of one… 51 is nothing special.
Unless you're the one turning 51.
What did I do for my birthday, you might ask.
Even if you didn't tell you… The same shit I do everyday.

Brother, this takes stream of consciousness journaling to a whole new level.

I love this program!

Just try and shut me up.

Just try. shit is going to fall straight from my brain to my mouth to the Internet… Might not be such a good thing.

Let me run down my day so far

didn't sleep worth a damn… Worried about a project I left unfinished at work… Decided I couldn't have a restful holiday with that on my mind.

Went into work this morning. Made sure I got there before the bosses my project by project got finished… I finished my project and worked until noon. I will get half a day of vacation back actually, I'm glad I went in, because a coworker had someone in the family die and needed to leave work. I was able to make that happen. I was also glad to leave work when I saw how much was coming in the door… They are going to be super, super, super, busy.

And I'm here with my microphone in one hand and my Dick in the other.

Did I say how much I love this freaking program!


I'm back baseball fans.
Getting your running commentary of my every move breathe and breathe out…
Watching the television series fringe season four episode 13… Visiting my best friend Walter.
I have to wear headphones while I watch TV or it would interfere with the dictation.
I lost track of time doing two things. One, spending money on Amazon. Two, downloading books movies and music.
I carry a handful of Post-it notes in my pocket, titles of books movies and music and people recommend.


The music of Angie aparo.
Audiobook by John Sandford, wicked prey
audiobook by Lawrence block, collection of short stories.
Audiobook by spider Robinson, science fiction recommended by my boss.
The television series Amish mafia.

The television series locked up abroad.
Again for my smart phone, plague inc,
my boss also recommended the robot series by Isaac Asimov's.

If only I could watch read and listen to everything people tell me about during the week I wouldn't have a computer full of things waiting to be watched read and listened to.

Okay it's later, we ate McDonald's for dinner. Cheryl Hates McDonald's so we eat it when she is at home.

With all of these things to listen to watch and read I need to load my iPod with new stuff.

To do that, I need to take off the old stuff:

blood and gold by Anne Rice

blood rights Jim Butcher 

of cold heart by Jonathan Kellerman 

reanimator by Lovecraft

I'm a stranger here myself by Bill Bryson

 people of the dark by R E Howard

 the Sunset Limited by Cormac McCarthy

the Valley of fear by Sir Arthur Cannon Doyle

Goldfinger by Ian Fleming

One more book I almost forgot,

blaze by Stephen King writing as Stephen Bachmann:

this is a test so everyone can see how awesome dragon is, don't you agree.

Sheryl just got home from work, it's almost 10 o'clock. She had a board meeting. Very, very stressful.

This afternoon my youngest and I took the dogs for a walk. I found a brand-new golf bag in the trash. 

Of course I brought it home. After the walk, I went to the grocery. We needed laundry soap. My folks are coming tomorrow and we want to get the house clean, that means laundry.

I brought home laundry soap and McDonald's. We all waited our computers. Then I went downstairs and watched basketball with the oldest boy. The youngest boy had to take a bath before I would do homework with the.

He took a shower, we did homework.

The youngest had a friend come over. The friend is morbidly obese and cannot hold a job. He isn't going to school. No wonder he fights with his parents all the time. They're in a frustrating situation. I shed real tears for the boy. There's nothing I can do. This problem did not start overnight. It will take even longer to fix it.

I love Walter's lab. That only does he get to work with dead bodies, he does it while watching Scooby Doo. I promise to always keep a cartoon running in my lab, or at least some TV show. You hear that Walter, you are my hero. Return

, let's watch the show for a minute shush, shush…

So the youngest tried to cheer his friend up. While I put audiobooks on my iPod and practiced some creativity exercises. I am following an art teacher on you to invest in fun ways to be creative. I tried a couple of exercises. Pretty damn good. I ordered art supplies off of Amazon today. 

I also ordered sealant to fix my fish tank with. 

That's what I asked for for my birthday. To get my aquarium going. I'm going to raise minnows… For talks experiments… Not talks… Toxicity testing. I'm seriously thinking of about getting mice to. Walter has did Bob, the least I can have a mouse. We put the youngest's gerbil in an exercise ball and bring him to the lab sometimes. That will be good enough for now.

Even the bad guys have laboratories on fringe. This guy turns dead people… Turns live people into dead people. I think he's trying to concentrate the smell of fear. He has a real lab though.

Jon and Vangelis is the collaborative effort between the singer Jon Anderson (the lead vocalist of the progressive rock band Yes) and the Greek synthesizer musician Vangelis Papathanassiou. Together they released a number of successful albums in the 1980s.     Just heard a song, the friends of Mr. Cairo, on French… The TV show fringe. Look forward on YouTube, the quote emotional cut".

 Jon & Vangelis "The Friends of Mr. Cairo" (Canada No. 1).Jon and Vangelis is the collaborative effort between the singer Jon Anderson (the lead vocalist of the progressive rock band Yes) and the Greek synthesizer musician Vangelis Papathanassiou. Together they released a number of successful albums in the 1980s.Jon and Vangelis is the collaborative effort between the singer Jon Anderson (the lead vocalist of the progressive rock band Yes) and the Greek synthesizer musician Vangelis Papathanassiou. Together they released a number of successful albums in the 1980s.Jon and Vangelis is the collaborative effort between the singer Jon Anderson (the lead vocalist of the progressive rock band Yes) and the Greek synthesizer musician Vangelis Papathanassiou. Together they released a number of successful albums in the 1980s.